For anyone interested, this is my first attempt at a Vlog post... I know, I am just as scared as you are. But our family has been in a bit of turmoil over the past several days, so I wanted to share something in a way that would be helpful to my own mental state, and something that will hopefully bless the rest of you as well. Please enjoy.

This post details the struggle of losing a foster child, the sibling of my adopted children, and attempting to find the grace and hope of God in the middle of a desperate situation.